Ughhh.!

-omg.!I've pulled anotha all nighter &im still up wide awake.!s m h.!when im up dhis late ialways lay hurr &think alot w/ ah million things on mii brain which is nt good.!ifeel like there.s sooo much ive held in &now it's hurting bcz mii mind &heart is sooo heavy right now.!ifeel like thurr.s no.one ican tlk to besides God &ihonestly dk how to tlk to Him bcz irarely eva do.!yea, ik ineed to gt closer to God, which is one problem btw.!icame hurt to vent out just ah little bit bcz thurr is no.one ican think of to tlk that.ll keep things btwn us &icnt think of anyone to tlk to w/ out dem being judgmental.!ijust wanna be listened to &understood.! *sighs*......

UP ALL NiGHT

I hate nights like this, I am up very late for no apparent reason & its very hard for me to go to sleep. I just lay here tossing and turning with no hope of me going to sleep. I am considering taking sleeping pills because this makes me very tired during the day, but idk the health risks of taking sleeping pills.!ughhh, I really need a solution.

EXHAUSTED

One week was not enough time for spring break, college students should at least have a week and a half off.!Im still very tired and did not get enough rest, and plus it felt like there was still work to be done during the week. I think they just make things to hard for us. So much to do in so little time...

MUSiK

MUSiK iS A VERY BiG PART OF MY LiFE...iLiSTEN TO MUSiK LiKE ALL DAY EVERYDAY. iT ACTUALLY iS MY LiFE, ALOT OF RAPPERS REALL iNSPiRE ME ALOT. THEY ARE NORMAL PEOPLE JUST LiKE US SO WHEN i LiSTEN TO SOME OF THE LYRiCS i FEEL THAT i CAN REALTE TO SOME OF THE THiNGS THEY ARE TALKiNG ABOUT. WHENEVER iM FEELiNG DOWN MUSiK ALWAYS HELPS ME CHEER UP A LiTLLE iF NOT ALL THE WAY. MY FAVORiTE RAPPERS ARE YO GOTTi & DiAMOND. i LiSTEN TO HiM THE TiME BECAUSE HiS LYRiCS ARE SO REAL. i LiKE DiAMOND BECAUSE SHE ONE OF THE BEST FEMALE RAPPERS THAT THERE iS, SHE'S ONE OF THE TYPES THAT ARE STANDiNG UP AND REPRESENTiNG FOR THE WOMEN, SHOWiNG THAT FEMALES CAN BE JUST AS GOOD AS MALES. i ACTUALLY WRiTE SONGS TOO SO SHE'S LiKE MY iNSPiRATiONAL RAPPER THAT i LOOK UP TO. iF THERE WAS NOT ANY MUSiK iDK WHAT MY LiFE WOULD BE LiKE CAUSE iT SEEMS THAT i CANT LiVE WiTHOUT iT.!

roomies....

I HATE HAVING TO LIVE WITH A ROOMMATE IN THE SAME ROOM. I DON’T THINK THEY SHOULD FORCE YOU TO LIVE WITH SOMEONE YOU DON’T KNOW. I WAS SO DISAPPOOINTED WITH THE FIRST ROOMATE THEY ASSIGNED ME. I LIKE TO BE SUPER CLEAN AND NEAT, BT SHE WAS THE TOTAL OPPOSITE. SHE NEVER MADE HER BED, SHE THREW HER CLOTHES ALL OVER THE FLOOR, AND HER SIDE JUST ALWAYS LOOKED JUNKY. EVEN THO ITS ON HER SIDE I STILL DIDN’T WANT VISITORS COMING INTO A ROOM LOOKING LIKE THAT. SHE ALSO FRUSTRATED ME WAKING UP EVERY MORNING BLOW DRYING HER HAIR WHILE I WAS STILL SLEEP AND ON TOP OF THAT SHE LEFT HAIR IN THE SINK. WHO WANTS TO USE A SINK FULL OF HAIR, ESPECIALLY IF ITS SOMEONE ELSE’S. LUCIKLY I GOT A NEW ROOMMATE THIS SEMESTER, SHE’S NOT THE BEST BUT SHE’S WAY BETTER THAN THE FIRST ONE. I JUST DON’T LIKE THE FACT THAT HER FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS IN OUR ROOM ALL THE TIME. AND ONE THING THAT MADE ME WRITE THIS WAS THAT HER AND HER FRIENDS PUT THINGS IN MY GARBAGE CAN WHEN IT HAD NO BAG IN IT AT ALL, AND THEY USED MY MICROWAVE AND SPILLED STUFF IN IT AND DIDN’T BOTHER TO WIPE IT UP. THAT MADE ME VERY PISSED BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT I WOULD CALL TRIFILING AND WE ALL ARE TOO OLD FOR THAT. AFTER A WHILE I CALMED DOWN AND TALKED TO HER AND SHE CLEANED IT UP SO I FELT BETTER, BUT I WOULD STILL RATHER NOT GO THROUGH THIS SO NEXT SEMESTER I AM GETTING AN APARTMENT.

Life of a College Student

UGHH!!COLLEGE CAN BE VERY STRESSFUL SOMETIMES. SEEMS LIKE YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO DO IN SO LITTLE TIME. THERE'S ALWAYS SOMETHING THAT HAS TO BE DONE. EVEN WHEN YOU'VE SPENT ALL DAY WORKING OR STUDYING IT STILL FEELS LIKE THERE'S SOMETHING THAT YOU HAVE TO DO. WRITING PAPERS, STUDYING, HOMEWORK, LAUNDRY, CLEANING UP, EATING, HAVING A SOCIAL LIFE, AND KEEPING UP WITH YOUR FAMILY. I GET SO TIRED SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE IM ABOUT TO COLLAPSE. NOW THAT ITS THE SPRING TERM WE ONLY GET MARTIN LUTHER KING DAY AND SPRING BREAK SO THE SEMESTER SEEMS EVEN LONGER, IF I COULD JUST GET A FEW MORE BREAKS I THINK I WOULD FEEL MUCH BETTER, BUT SOMETIMES EVEN ON OUR BREAKS THERE IS STILL SO MUCH WORK TO BE DONE...I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY SO MUCH HAS TO BE PUT ON US.!!!!!!

Boston Celtics

I am a really BIG Boston Celtics fan.!I really HATE the lakers.!My favorite player on the team is Rondo, but I really love watching how he, Pierce, and Garnett play together. I love the chemistry between those three. Its always fun to watch the game with someone going for the lakers, because we always spend the whole time arguing about who's going to win and who's better. Even if no one is watching it with me, there's always somone you can catch on twitter or facebook to argue with and talk trash to. It gets even better during playoff time. The laker fans seem to think that they will get another ring this year, but I really doubt that.!And now all the laker fans are getting upset with me because the CELTiCS just beat them as I am writing this blog.!lol.!I don't remember the score, but yea we won.!I will always and forever LOVE MY CELTiCS.***